Month: February 2017

It’s the same thing. Over and over again. The same bloody pattern. The same mistakes. The same thoughts. When will I learn my lesson? When? I am so frustrated. Angry even. Over. It. All. When will I learn? Then. A voice inside says…”When you have actually learnt it…” Nooooo! What? I haven’t learnt this lesson…
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What if it wasn’t real? What if it wasn’t actually true? What if none of it was reality? What if all of those stories you tell yourself are made-up? Your crappy job. Your sh*tty relationship. Your money issues. The arguments with your family. Those friends that drain you. The body you are ‘dealing’ with. You…
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I didn’t notice at first. In fact, it wasn’t even an issue in the early days. Okay, okay. People can say the wrong thing when they are angry or emotional. I get it. I have done the same in the past. I am far from perfect and have had an outburst (or two, or more)…
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I am a terrible mum. Just awful. I don’t care. I care too much. I don’t provide enough. I provide too much. I don’t listen or watch. I listen and watch extremely. I don’t love enough. I love too tight. I am late. I am early… I am the worst mum. Ever. Or so my…
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